"You didn't do it?"
"No"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes"
"You stopped hurting yourself?"
" I did
but I never stopped crying when no one was around
I never stopped hurting
I never stopped wishing this would all end
I can't stop my demons
I can't stop these dark thoughts
I can't stop the hate
I can't stop the beating
I can't stop the pain
You tell me it's gonna get better
When?
When is it gonna change
When am I finally gonna be able to smile genuinely and not to hide my pain
Maybe there would be a day that you won't have a broken toy to fix
I'm sorry
I stopped hurting myself
But I can't stop others from hurting me"

© Azz_lia