It's been 30 days,
And I have still failed
To register that you are gone.

It seems a nightmare
But I'm still not aware
That I have to mourn.


And I'm wondering

When was
The last time
I met you,
The last time
I checked on you,
The last time
I told you
I love you..?

Why was
It that you
Couldn't tell mum
Couldn't yell once
Couldn't try to
Ring us friends
Did you not know
Did we not show
That we love you..?

It's not the same anymore
The wound is still there and sore,
Oh I miss you.

In our times sad or happy
You'll be nowhere to be seen
God it feels untrue.


But now I
Just pray that
Wherever
You are at
From all worries
You're finally free..

That the hurt you
Have been going through
Screaming silence
Feeling all doomed
Now can leave behind
And rest in peace.

Now leave and
Don't worry
We'll be fine
And take care,
Just promise
One thing that
We'll meet again
Some day.


© bani745