Helpless lot

You criticize me
You asked me why I didn't speak
Why i didn't explain
But would you have understood?
Would you have listened?
Did you have the guts
To listen to the demons
That plagued my mind
Or the thoughts that called me to death.
Would you have walked with me on hot coal
Because I told you?
Would you have stayed by my side
On each sleepless night
While I cried
Begging for God to end my life
Would you have been as persistent enough
As the voice in my head
That said I wasn't good enough?
Would you have shunned the thoughts that violently invaded my privacy
What...