god I pray so hard God I keep asking you for guidance and assistance and you finally sent me someone I can share my life with I am so thankful for that please do t let them cheat and hurt and dominate and control and destroy our potential happiness god if you can see me please help me please lord I'm asking you for the love I give so much love I love to make somebody happy I sure do think that things can change with you on my side if you think I deserve this it must be from a past life because I been working hard to be a good person this time I try to understand lord when you got the police shootig. you up in ambulances scaring you half to death locking you in facilities where they sttematically torture poor people life wadnt kind to and give them diabetise and then force feed them medications god I ain't trying to get nobody in...