it's not that I want to be angry at you
but it's hard to forgive for everything
trying to show my love is difficult
and you made it even harder

i always wanted to be there for you
to hold you through everything
but you lied to my family
and it still stings

i'm sorry i can't be there for you
i'm sorry i missed everything
i wish i could turn back time
and fix our friendship

02/21/2021
© Sam T. Parker