No not the man from Harry Potter

But the guy that was once in my life

The guy i shared so little but so many memories wit

The guy i write oh so much about

My first love 

My first HEARTBREAK

The one i use to (and i admit i still a little) sometimes cry for

Often he would leave mostly because i would push him away

But i will never forget the first time you would look my way

Even when i would pretend i didn't see you

No-one ever really crushes for long

But if i could i would make my entire days of work about you that's how much you've impacted in me and my writings

So going back to that guy

The guy i once knew

The guy i lowkey continue to mourn & long for

The guy who's probably erased me out out of his head completely 😂

The guy I'm still inclined to

The guy i care so much for

My guy the love of my life

My guy who should not be named

Because it will hurt too much

My guy 

(Fyi as stalker-ish as it may sound lol , if you know this guy lmk or msg me jk 🤣. But fr i still know his full name and fb account and plan on reaching out to him again in the future.)