I just realized.
We wanted love,
But do we need one?

I was waiting for my "one" to come but is it worth it?
Is it really my one?
Or is it just because you're doing that because that's what people has been doing. Waiting for love.


I met a guy,  he was kind, caring like he got all that I wanted..
He was such a dreamy guy and almost every other girls dream.
I thought  was lucky for having him but am I?

As the time passed,
He changed.
He is not the one I know,
and surely he is not the one I have loved.

I tried to understand him,
But the thing I only understand is that we are not meant for each other.

Our child has been suffering with our mistake.
She was blaming herself for being the reason for the forever chain that we are tied to.
She has never been the reason and never been the mistake,
The only mistake is being in love with the wrong person.
But we never saw it until it hits us.

I just realized,
When flip the word love, it makes evol.
It takes only two people,
Two fucked up love and make it evil.




I was the child.




© faithy