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“Bittersweet”
#EmotionalDuality

Unsure of what to do,
What to say,
What to think,
A small battle being fought inside by your emotions.

Being in two places,
In two states of minds,
Not convinced of how you feel yet.
The mixture of joy and acceptance,produces the mixed emotions of love,
The blending of disgust and anger,produces the mixed emotional state of contempt or hatred.


There is always an ebb and flow,
Sometimes you feel positively about your romantic relationship in the morning,and negatively in the afternoon,
Is this the person for you or is there someone else out there more suited?
Are you happy with this person or do you feel you’d be happier without them?
Can you see a future with this person or can you not see past today?.


“Why is something so repulsive , also intriguing?”
“How can we feel compassion and resentment for someone at the same time?”
“Why you love your partner for her wisdom but when you think about the embarrassment she brings,you hate her?”
“Why would a father be happy that his son is getting married but sorrowful if the marriage takes the son away from home?”
“Why would a mother have the joy of being pregnant but also scared if she loses her life or the baby’s in the process?”
“Sending of a child to school first time,why would parents have the joy of having their child make his own way into the world but also sad that time is marching on and their child is becoming more independent?”
The simple answer is,because we are humans.


Like the yin and Yang forces of nature,
Where there is summer ,there is winter ,
Where there are males,there are females,
Where there is sadness,there is happiness,
Where there is misery,there is joy,
Where there is hope,there is disappointment,
No one would be truly rich or poor if everyone had the same level of wealth?
Peace would never be appreciated ,if wars never existed,
Nothing will be valuable, if there is nothing to compare it’s value to,
To name a few.


Mixed feelings can be hard to describe,
It’s like colors,
Is it green or chartreuse?
Is it violet ,purple or magenta?
Our emotions don’t have to be all or nothing?because It’s rare that someone feels one primary emotion all the time.
Mixed emotions,happen just to about everyone.

© SweetZz