There were days I felt
I had nothing to fill my life with
and no way to make my dreams reality
No one worth being with all day, every day
And then some guy drove down our road

who used to like me as a teen
I decided to fall in love with the idea of him
to ignore the signs that he wasn't everything I wanted him to be

to convince myself that he was meant by God for me
To obsess over him and waste time on a crush
that could crush my heart if I never saw him again

but only for a little while
if he's not meant to marry me
I don't think I'm everything he wanted from a girlfriend, either

so if I never see him again
then it was a...