Walking Alone in the rain,
as I softy touch the flowing tears
that drip down my Face,
my Smile left without a trace,
as I slowly tremble in fear..

memories cycle like A music player,
laughing and Crying, all in place,
touching the Core of my heart
for the pain and Sadness to release
all that has been involved in my chest.

all my friends and family left me
in the Dark to slowly Suffer!
drowning in silence in symphony,
hear The Words Cycle again,
as I Cry myself to sleep and weaver
in my lonley sorrow.
drowning in silence and pain,
as the darkness slowly divours
my Smile and Shadow..

as if I'm Worth Anything,
to the world or anyone worth living.
as I smile when tho it's fake,
it's hiding the pain,
自殺願望はそのまま
(suicide thoughts as it was)
in my mind,
felt betrayed, used by everyone
in my past.

as I fall ony knees and beg for a voice!
I cry and sobb as I Look for love.
but as they say the words
that I'm a freak towards
the intire world!
もう一度の唯一の願い
(once more, my only wish)
will be granted,
I wish to be released
from my pain and give me Death!

I don't need you, I don't need you,
every hit, punch I've received it hurts
You've completely broken my soul.
I don't need you, everything you did,
can't control my heart
that screams out
in pain!

as I See a memory of laughs that are gentle
as I wish for the gift of a little
flame.
高鳴る心の中に巻き込んだ痛み、怒り、激怒,
(the pain anger rage that has been involved inside my heart)
has begin to let go, of my eternal soul!!

all my friends and family left me
in the dark to slowly Suffer!
drowning in silence and symphony,
hear the words cycle again,
as i cry myself to sleep and weaver
in my lonley sorrow!
drowning in silence and pain,
as the darkness slowly divours
my Smile and Shadow!

また涙が深く流れ落ちる
(tears flow deeply down again)
私たちの声をそのまま聞いてください
(hear our voices as they was)
guilding us out of the Darkness!
into the light and Wind strongly
breezes through!
as I cry myself in Harmony..

~ Tristin ❤️