it always come around like this.
feeling lonely and rejected like this.

miss furtune has brought all these solitary condition.
it was not cause by the real me.
but my misbehaviors landed me in this situation.

being lonely is a desease to me.
I can't stand and watch this state of affairs.
unnoticed situation like uncared for.
all my days are tedious.
un interesting life of pulseless objects.
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