I’d sacrifice my happy
If it meant I lost all the pain
Is it a prison,
Or desired escape

I think I’m ready to trade the pressure on this dam
For all the alcohol and pills
I want to find the bottom of a bottle
Instead of bottle everything up

Damn, I must really be fucked
Actually considering drugs?
But I’d never settle for hugs

Forget all this fake love
I need something strong and real
Let me fade away...