And this darkness I am heartless all alone deflecting on the past..
Drinking down these bottles trying to forget what I lost....

Trying to forget you....

But it's hard... All honestly you was the best thing that ever happened to me now in this darkness I am all alone feeling worthless.
Now I am in the middle of November trying to find a place to call my home but it will never be one cuz I burned those bridges like I drink those bottles trying to ease the pain if I had one more chance I would take it God ....
But there is no such thing as God only pain and suffering I made a fool's choice now I live a fool's life...