Once again I stare into his emerald-green eyes. My lips, painting a smile. I’d rather be dead than losing my mind. Seeing him fall to the ground over and over again. Forever chasing those moments, that smile. Maybe I should claw out my eyes so I never have to see these visions again but they’re in my mind. They’re invading my thoughts. What malicious God designed my destiny's blueprint, a hollow man leaving nothing behind. No legacy, no meaning. Made only to be forgotten. The blinding lights that surround me slowly fade as they too are swallowed by the void and once again I’m listening to silence looking into nothing and missing the warm sensation of his touch, his embrace and the sight of his smile. I’m coming to join you, my love…

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