Softly I climbed into you heart, so silently I will slip into your head and fragment and destroy the memories made....

I've lived long enough to know to truly save you I have to let you go, even if you don't want it so..

The brief moment heaven allowed has trapped you in a beautiful dream you don't want to wake from, I know where my journey ends and even if hurts right now I can't stop till hate protects you from yourself.

I told you not to love me,but you set your sights anyways...

A flesh drenched beast who lost itself, I don't know what I'm supposed to be, slinging off the mask I embraced the chaos hoping to somehow become what I was meant to be without trying so that it meant I had meaning.

Staring up at myself beyond the precipice dreaming, I don't cry too much anymore, I understand it's pointless and the vipers around my feet will never let go.

Biding silently I conform and forge my new self, convoluted filled eyes grasp in the dark learning how to devastate and devour the malice soaked hearted.

You, I want you to run further than you thought you could I want to see you soar above the pain and realize how beautiful you are.

Because you never belonged down here among the comatose consumers of sugar coated fantasies who wasted the world.

This is where I was always meant to be, a monster bewildered by an exquisite being too pure to taint so let me be yours the only way I can.

© CM