I'm just a shadow
and I'm feels like I'm dying
I'm losing hope too much
i hope I make it cause I'm striving

I've loved and I've cared
and realized that it's not my choice to make
wish someone loved me enough
with the stuff I'm made

I'm tired of the world ghosting on me
I catch feelings that I can keep
I chase dreams I can't achieve
late at night when the world is asleep

Maybe when I get a life
it might feel like I'm living
just like human beings
suffering and also smiling

But till then, to people
I'll still be strange
just like always
things will never change

know fully well,
I'll become hopelessly living below
doing what others living do
I'm just a shadow....

© Horiolla's_writing