I miss the reflection
of myself on the ground:

thinking of the affection
I thought I found,

little did I know
it was all a game for you.

But still I miss:
the way
your lips tainted mine,
the way
your arms holded me close,
the way
your voice whispered sweet lies.

But still I miss:
when you made me wither,
when you broke me apart.

But still I'm here
looking for love:

I want to be blind,
I want to cry,
over those stupid lies,
that hurt me each time.

BUT STILL I WANT:
everything,
even the forbidden,
because my little messed up head
still craves hell.

I want to fall
and never stand up.
It'll be a pain in the knees.
But I'm ready to commit
myself to someone,
who'll hurt me incessantly.

BUT STILL:
please
let me fall, let me fall,
fall in love, for someone,
for someone who can fix me,
fix this soul of mine, please,
and you'll last in my mind
for some more time.

© Gurpreet