Running all the way to you
As I spend my seconds formulating
How to make simple talk with you
You won't care
Wasted my time and energy on it
What I was forcing all along
I wanted you to acknowledge me
My presences
To find me comforting and worth it
Worth you time
But all I was doing was a waste
Of my precious time trying to get that
That respect from you
Pushed everybody away to be with you
Feel you and understand you
I tore myself to get to it
The wall you built so high
Inorder for me not to get across
Those walls were there for me
Why did they exist?
What wrong did I do to deserve them
I wonder what evil deserve this
Wasted my breath on you
Begging you to let me in
Why did you close those doors?
For me
But they would be wide open for others
Going to extends to be with you
Pushing myself to get to a point you like
Insanity
Insanity over you and nobody else
I hate the times I was insane
Yet am still insane
Over you
And I can't help but get the feeling I was a waste to you
Waste of space and attention
Even though both was rarely given to me
Wasted times and feelings
Wasted memories
Wasted me

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