you want to forget (him/her)...
but what will you say about the situation when(he/she)was always there to hold you..
you want to forget the bond that you created..
what about the memories you made laughing with eachother.
you want to quit..
how can you say that even though you never started the journey with (him/her) from your heart.. you think.!!
you thought it's okay to lose the person you thought you don't love..
how come now you missing (him/her) and can't even tell because you hurt (him/her) enough even now (he/she)can't deal with it anymore.
how can you didn't saw the signs were telling you continuesly that you love (him/her).
but you denied..in your heart.
you were at fuss thinking over and over about previous situations..
that never gonna happen.. though you don't want..
how can you not see the difference between the person you love loves you and the person you love doesn't..
how can you not look into the fact that you can lie (him/her)..
but you can't lie to yourself in your heart...
you want them....
you need them...
so, you chose them over any hurdles in life..
over your past thinking about the present and hopeing for the future..
you have them..
and you know it..
© addey-