sometime in life that we always go back into a come in like when you go up and you look back at all times that you share and grow and realize that things are really are real and everyone if I grew up different and I don't complain now I just look at things after they should be looked at some things are good some things are bad I mean you learn and you grow and we all just make do at work going on and you just share good times and we look back at the things that we really didn't look at wrong time long-term and it is learned that I moved in a different way than others be dead and I don't complain in the city of fort Lauderdale I can't help that I love my kids and at school pass everything that went over time and I'm just learning how to love him that's all I can do and I got in trouble you left me my dream but I look back at my neighborhood and my life my family my friends and everything else and everything now. cold and mysterious I just see things different now than I ever did I sure love to people that didn't really deserve my love and I don't know now that I've told you that I'm doing it back to myself and I just need to really grow now come on I have problems in my life but...