If I would have known that one day You'd be gone
Leaving me insane, struggling with reality on my own
I would've made the deal of trading my soul
So that You wouldn't be added to the rising death toll

I don't want to move on just so to feel it all over again
It's part of the natural cycle, a vicious cycle of pain
Can't say goodbye, can I get amnesia instead?
Reliving all the happy moments before they fade from my head

I miss You like it's hard to breathe and my lungs on fire
Everything hurts, looks like someone threw me on a burning pyre
I tried to be with You but, can't reach your side
I'm out of tries and the courage is hastily processing to subside

It's cruel that I draw in life while you're no more
The thought of this punishment has left me sore
I keep forever searching Your face in everything I see
There's no one who can replace my aching fantasy

I stand in the silence conjuring memories with You
It's not sorcery, just me and my cursed reality crew
I suppose, I should let You go, as You're never coming back
I'll keep trying to get to You, been waiting on the train track

© 𝓡.𝓕𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵