I'm scared of how badly I want you,
How much I want to feel your touch,
Because it's so early, I keep asking myself,
How can I want you this much?
I really want to be close to you,
And be with you every day,
But I am scared to tell you this,
Because I don't want to scare you away!
I feel like you are pulling away,
That you don't want me near,
I don't want to let myself care,
Only for you to disappear.
I wanted this to be a happy poem,
But my insecurities have me thinking,
What happens to me if I open up to you,
And suddenly, you're gone without blinking?
I don't know what will happen next,
I don't know where...