I think of love like this,

no matter what kind of situation
no matter what kind of relation
its all a start of love

its like a clean sheet of paper,
a newborn baby
innocent and unformed from society

as time goes on if there is no pain inflicted choices to remorse for.
tyen heaven is gaining in the heart
your full of love
you thrive
you are happy
you are proud
your edfort to be aware of this connection is deep and real

If there is unthoughtful choices
ones full of remorse
ones full of control
or abuse
or empty sorrys
then each time rips the paper and each sorry only puts it togwther it doeant make it pure the scars are there

after so many it is impossible to continue because it is too much to rwmwmber and the trust...