Have you ever felt so cringe on yourself?
Like you posted a story or a picture of your new dress,
And you looked at it for the second time then you were like "eww, what is this mess?"

I'm so insecure of everything what somehow connects with my name,
But they say "just love yourself".
Sadly, I just hear the words still don't understand them.

It's so cringe too when they give me a compliment and I literally can't stop laughing in their face, 'cause 'why do you joke on me again?"

And of course, here I am,
wondering why I feel that
I won't be loved by that man.

Will I ever be wake up with a guy's hand around my waist,
who tells me everytime I'm as beautiful as hell?

Or is it just a dream as well like the one where I believed in 'We can'?