As the clock hit midnight, thunder struck.
The pain and memories hit me all at once amd the pain till this day stuck.

It's been a few months since we last talked,
praying and hoping that she'd return my calls.

Without her I feel like an empty cracked shell worthless and empty without meaning.

I knew that no matter how much tears I shed it won't bring her back,Listening to music to try and ease the pain but no matter what I do her voice and face haunt me everywhere I go. Thinking that she's with someone else makes my stomach turn and my heart break.

It's such a shame that I wasn't man enough to keep a women like her, I wonder if there even is still hope for us for sure there's not.

Every picture is like a stab to the heart remembering all the memories we had and the time she was mine.

Sometimes I feel like I should just give up.

© Shadow