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Dark past
The story that I haven't told.
The journey that i wish i could.
Everything is nice but not all the time.
All the happiness wish it could be mine.
Everyone has a tragic story.
When you hear it you will feel sorry.
Taking the dark path is not that easy.
Facing the reality causing anxiety.
In this generation you must be strong
The right thing can easily turn to wrong.
If they are unlike you can't escape from it.
If they hate it they will judge it.
As a child I always thought.
I can enjoy what life has brought.
I could be happy as everyone sees to me.
But being me is the hardest thing to be.
Every morning is so challenging.
Doing action what others expecting.
Even one wrong move they were all blaming.
I can't move freely cause there eyes are seeing.
Both siblings and parents are against it
To what i want to be they don't want it.
Telling what i wan't they say "FORGET IT".
Confused if what i feel from them is love or hate.
I decide to do what they want me to do.
Like a puppet i command what users want me to do
Forcing for something controlling my wanting.
Dreams to achieve something are now in the wind vanishing.
Waking up in the morning seeing everybody.
Their judgement eyes pointing at somebody.
So i look around and no one is beside me.
I realized that their eyes are pointing at me.
The standard has been set in the sky high.
They want me to do it, they want me to fly
But i am afraid to cross in the dark sky
I don't want to take the risk i don't want to die.
Curiously are running on my mind.
I want to be free i don't want to hide.
Searching for someone in the path who can guide.
Cause hurt in me inside can't always be denied.
As time goes by i am always thinking
Why would I care what others are seeing
Do i really need to be a person who's relaying.
In this situation i must do something.
This past that i don't want to go back.
Cause it feels like prison me in the dark.
The unwillingness forcing myself to be.
Dictating the journey and the life that I want to be.
I don't want to be a candle that has no light.
I want to be a star that is light in the dark.
I don't want to be a puppet with someone who's controlling me.
I want to be a puppet that the one who's controlling is me.
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The journey that i wish i could.
Everything is nice but not all the time.
All the happiness wish it could be mine.
Everyone has a tragic story.
When you hear it you will feel sorry.
Taking the dark path is not that easy.
Facing the reality causing anxiety.
In this generation you must be strong
The right thing can easily turn to wrong.
If they are unlike you can't escape from it.
If they hate it they will judge it.
As a child I always thought.
I can enjoy what life has brought.
I could be happy as everyone sees to me.
But being me is the hardest thing to be.
Every morning is so challenging.
Doing action what others expecting.
Even one wrong move they were all blaming.
I can't move freely cause there eyes are seeing.
Both siblings and parents are against it
To what i want to be they don't want it.
Telling what i wan't they say "FORGET IT".
Confused if what i feel from them is love or hate.
I decide to do what they want me to do.
Like a puppet i command what users want me to do
Forcing for something controlling my wanting.
Dreams to achieve something are now in the wind vanishing.
Waking up in the morning seeing everybody.
Their judgement eyes pointing at somebody.
So i look around and no one is beside me.
I realized that their eyes are pointing at me.
The standard has been set in the sky high.
They want me to do it, they want me to fly
But i am afraid to cross in the dark sky
I don't want to take the risk i don't want to die.
Curiously are running on my mind.
I want to be free i don't want to hide.
Searching for someone in the path who can guide.
Cause hurt in me inside can't always be denied.
As time goes by i am always thinking
Why would I care what others are seeing
Do i really need to be a person who's relaying.
In this situation i must do something.
This past that i don't want to go back.
Cause it feels like prison me in the dark.
The unwillingness forcing myself to be.
Dictating the journey and the life that I want to be.
I don't want to be a candle that has no light.
I want to be a star that is light in the dark.
I don't want to be a puppet with someone who's controlling me.
I want to be a puppet that the one who's controlling is me.
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