Some things just don't change
it's better when they stay the same
I'm going thru some things , hard to talk about them , guys holding me down , made my panic attacks worse
would beat me if I said anything to anyone or even mentioned his name
i just thought it was some kind of sick game , always thought I was the one to blame , I fell to the ground like someone who overdosed , burnt me with cigarettes , was he tryna make his territory or just making me feel pain , well he didn't know I already felt it before , even made me so scared I would go into my bed room or the bathroom and lock the door , can't go thru this anymore , not even strong enough to make him stop , couldn't even pick up the phone and call the cops , all I wanted to do was call pops he would just say hope this shit stops but would it ever stop , maybe , maybe not , gotta move on , it's from the past , hopefully I can find someone who isnt so abusive , find someone who will actually love me and not lie about it and hopefully they won't use me like the last guy did , this time will be different , last time he was just ignorant
© "I'm here to help you , not make you scared of me -Tyler Hess