I can't get over losing my son,
to face reality than I'm no longer his mum.
that just kills me deep inside
to the point where I just want to stay indoors and hide.

Away from the reality of my life,
Away from the pain, the suffering and the strife,
is now how I live my life.

Just me forever now on my own,
just trying to escape the feeling of being alone.
I lost my only son
And now nobody ever calls my phone
I have a bad feeling I'm going to have to live my life all on my own.
forgetting it all by smoking some gear and a stone. sometimes I feel I deserve to be on my own.

I just want to give up and die,
but instead I sit here and get high,
Now my whole life has become one...