I don't know how much longer I can live like this. The more people I invite into my life I end up making them dislike me. The more people I help the more I get burnt off. Why do I even try any more it's not like anyone cares. I need to leave everyone out of my sad and pathetic life. I try to act like I'm not in pain and that I don't wanna cry 24/7 but words can set the tears off. The more I hold the longer I cry. The more I feel the more I think. Why that's my question why does it hurt so bad. Its painful to be me...