Dedicated to my godson Carter
It has only been over a year, but it feels like it was yesterday
To my little sister, you are one of the strongest woman I know

Breathe in
Breathe out
My excitement overran my fear
garments covered with Disney cartoon
painting blue over a plain wall
Water splash abruptly
The doctor gave me the bottom line
didn't even have the chance to cry
praying the same prayers over and over
but God doesn't listen
Breathe in
Breathe out
I counted every finger,
I counted every toe.
I memorize every...