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Not In the Picture
I'm divided between two roads and torn between two choices.
"Which one should I take?"
Inside my head I hear the different voices.

I need to lay on the floor to think because it's all up to me.
One decision could change my life in a matter of minutes.
I stop to take a breath and see the picture in my eyes.
If I go a certain way, this is where my path will align.

Standing in my shoes, they appear quite heavier.
Now the choice becomes increasingly harder to make.
I'm watching it happen right in front of me.
My knee jerk reaction is to always take everything too personally.

I feel inwardly left out at the moment.
Listening to my emotions has never felt more wrong nowadays.
I finally realize that I'm not in the picture anymore.
"Was I right all along?" I quietly say.

© urbanbearink