The major reason,
I am the way I am
came from the life,
of luxury and carefree.
I had been a laid-back
ever since I was a child,
I wasn't like other children
who experience being self-sufficient
growing up,
haven't been doing things on my own
from a very young age.
When both of my parents were busy,
I wasn't left alone instead
my mom hired many babysitters,
look after me.
If there weren't babysitters to look after me,
it is just both of my parents
taking turns looking after me,
if I am being honest and truthful
used to be treated as a princess.
If I am being truthful
ever since I was born,
didn't have a lot of friends
growing up,
what do I do?
use to travel around the world,
with both of my parents and
have fun spending time with them,
I am just popular of
how positive impact on them.
In my earliest days,
I haven't talked much
all I did was.
Do whatever they,
want me to do and
just do everything
they want me to be,
I used to be quiet and
obedient even had been
patient for a long time.
Let them have control
over the little old me,
why do I behave the way I behave?
I was naturally behaved as other
neurotypicals, even though
didn't realize I had any learning disorder,
before nobody noticed I was different
they used to treat me well and equally
as everybody else was,
people in my elementary school days
use to treat me with acceptance and
respect me more, that all changed
when I started my first year in
Redmond High School,
afterward, I haven't been to
my principal recommended that I go to
instead, I just transferred to
this Bellevue divergent education place
when I went there,
all the staff and classmates used to
treat me like everybody else was
treat me with acceptance and kindness
even respect me just
not because of how I behaved as a neurotypical due to my family's Chinese-Asian lifestyles growing up.
Why is so hard for me to get out of my
safe place as an only child and stop being so spoiled?
is so hard for me not to be,
due to the complications of
strongly affected by my inner
baby artery, and my academic
barrier from a young age with
a learning disorder.
Two years later,
my...