my past chasing me faster than a bloodhound
some say my talks aren't coherent, logical or well found
maybe they're unaware I've been thinking deeply about my life much before I gained my senses I sabotaged my childhood, destroyed my teenage by confining myself in imaginary fences
of prejudices, stereotypes, superstitions, procrastination and hence is
my life in a state of total chaos and complete turmoil
but meditation made me rethink over my choices and to develop in my mind a state of counterpoise...

to focus on what I can actually have a control over
for I know I'm that...