Staring at the walls,
With blind thoughts,
Blaming the current state,
Knowing nothing about that,
Killing time in lonliness,
Craving for sense of satiation,
Comforting myself
To hope for the better times.

Growing agony,
Within myself,
Can't find a way out,
Fighting with self.
Cold thoughts,
Unknown feelings,
Making their room,
Adding another chamber
To my four chambered heart.

Thousands of formless feelings,
Making their way in and out,
I'm like a Cluless host,
Fighting the fights never fought.
Soothing rain also feels dull
Funny clips just go past my mind,
Achievements don't motivate anymore
And I can't harvest happiness from anywhere...

Niether hunger nor thirst,
Had ever stroke in these days,
Just look at the irony,
Where People still died,
Due to lack of food, unlike me.
Days were there,
When I took some time to sleep,
Now I have the most of time,
But couldn't get proper sleep.

There's a sudden change,
In the vast life of mine...
Still have an endless hope,
And now I'm lonely but fine.


© Brave soul