I'm only certain about one thing in life, and that's the appeasing affair of when I perish.
I hold no fear, for its a moment I'll relish.
All my burdens and stresses to cease to exist,
An eternal sleep, no more pain - pure bliss.
Each step getting heavier, simple tasks more tiring;
though I am young, I feel my body and spirit expiring.
I've tried to inflict this, dear reader, I guess that's no suprise.
To my dismay, I couldn't deliver my demise.
So now I lay patient, every day is a drag.
I'll just pour another vodka and light another fag.
#mentalhealth