So many times
I would catch myself running
from the truth.
or was I running
because I didn’t know that
this was my true love.
I’ve pushed
an picked
an yelled at you,
you’re standing
strong an diligently
waiting for me.
An you had
my back before
I would even notice.
looking at you carry
me beside you,
you never
left me behind.
Even when I
didn’t think
I was the winner.
The things you
had to offer
I took for granted
being self centered
I deserved that hate letter.
never building you up
an just breaking you down
yet you are so strong cause
I didn’t hear a peep
or a sound.
I look around
taking my wrongs
out on you.
let me tell you
how you help
me grow.
you never gave up
on me
when I gave up
on myself.
I told you
my heart couldn’t
take no more
an every bad
choice I made
came back
an hit me
way harder
then before
could it be
I had to learn
to love myself before
I could share the feelings
that you had experienced in
the first part of
the true love
I almost lost
when I threw it
out like a
piece of trash
threw it in
the black bag ...