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That's why I walk away from people
That's why I walk away from people
That's why I don't like meeting people,
That's why I set my boundaries,
That's why I'm protecting from those toxicity which doesn't give me hope.
Off course everything has its own limitations but life is a choice, let me choose freedom of my life, if I choose to live my whole life like I want it to be, no one has a right to question my living, no one has a right to change my decision, one shouldn't take the decision of other life, life is not a joke someone is trying to write your story without your consent and we all sometimes thinks that that's what it need to be in faith, if it's meant to be there is nothing can stop not even a biggest storm can stop you meeting the people that already written in faith.
I'm not desperate for wanting and needing, I know the life I'm living. Alas, I have no single clue of Why some people in society are so desperately seeking about my life. It seems like I have a huge debt from them and I need to pay the price.
Stop writing my story like you wishes,
If I choose to live single forever, that's my choice and if I choose to be mingle, that's my choice too, you can't write my story by forcing me to fit in like you do. Don't compare me with teen-ager and 20 plus life just because they run a successful life, it doesn't mean I need to rush and live like them.
Not every person wear a same shoe,
So don't let me take a quick decision which saw no results and regret in the end, time says everything then and now time didn't stop ticking. Let my life breathe in slow motion.
When I'm Couldn't take a break from anxiety,
When I couldn't take a break from messy life,
When I couldn't take a break from the heaviness I am breathing,
How come they are trying to decide my future, and counting my age,
Don't make me live a stressful life, stop delivering the unwanted waste into my life, I had enough living this heavy life now I don't want to wake up anymore.
With a vulnerable smile Still I'm breathing,
still I'm pretending like nothing injure me, because this become so used to it so I became used to it too,
My smiling face doesn't mean I'm fine, my shutting mouth doesn't mean I'm ok with your decision about my life, my silence doesn't mean I know nothing or it doesn't mean it never give me heartbreak,
Did I owe you? Did you ever ask how I'm feeling?
I'm so done with this imbecile fights,
Sometimes it take time to heal from all those damage and scar I'm receiving,
Somehow This gives me so much unease and annoying.
© Sarita jeinao
@saritajeinao
That's why I don't like meeting people,
That's why I set my boundaries,
That's why I'm protecting from those toxicity which doesn't give me hope.
Off course everything has its own limitations but life is a choice, let me choose freedom of my life, if I choose to live my whole life like I want it to be, no one has a right to question my living, no one has a right to change my decision, one shouldn't take the decision of other life, life is not a joke someone is trying to write your story without your consent and we all sometimes thinks that that's what it need to be in faith, if it's meant to be there is nothing can stop not even a biggest storm can stop you meeting the people that already written in faith.
I'm not desperate for wanting and needing, I know the life I'm living. Alas, I have no single clue of Why some people in society are so desperately seeking about my life. It seems like I have a huge debt from them and I need to pay the price.
Stop writing my story like you wishes,
If I choose to live single forever, that's my choice and if I choose to be mingle, that's my choice too, you can't write my story by forcing me to fit in like you do. Don't compare me with teen-ager and 20 plus life just because they run a successful life, it doesn't mean I need to rush and live like them.
Not every person wear a same shoe,
So don't let me take a quick decision which saw no results and regret in the end, time says everything then and now time didn't stop ticking. Let my life breathe in slow motion.
When I'm Couldn't take a break from anxiety,
When I couldn't take a break from messy life,
When I couldn't take a break from the heaviness I am breathing,
How come they are trying to decide my future, and counting my age,
Don't make me live a stressful life, stop delivering the unwanted waste into my life, I had enough living this heavy life now I don't want to wake up anymore.
With a vulnerable smile Still I'm breathing,
still I'm pretending like nothing injure me, because this become so used to it so I became used to it too,
My smiling face doesn't mean I'm fine, my shutting mouth doesn't mean I'm ok with your decision about my life, my silence doesn't mean I know nothing or it doesn't mean it never give me heartbreak,
Did I owe you? Did you ever ask how I'm feeling?
I'm so done with this imbecile fights,
Sometimes it take time to heal from all those damage and scar I'm receiving,
Somehow This gives me so much unease and annoying.
© Sarita jeinao
@saritajeinao
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