Stuck in my head I keep turning the panic on,
Keep getting distracted damn wish I had some Adderal.
Fuck it let me put my jacket on call it my camouflage,
Go visit with Nikki before I start to self sabotage,
I guess it's just another one of my bad habit huh.
Got us stuck like we're trapped in a narrow hall,
Been airborne since way before but now I'm not liking this fall at all,
Sorry for it all I'll take the fault,
I know I got a lot of problems I can't seem to solve.
And that your getting pretty fed up with,
Asking yourself is this who I really ended up with,
Telling me I'm not the person you fell in love with,
But could never call it quits now we are who were stuck with.
Well shit I guess it is what it is or at least what we made it,
But is this really what it is our definition of a proper way to function,
I don't know what to say since you always say I'm mumbling,
So I raise my voice but then I'm abusive and make you start crumbling,
So you hold it all in especially since I'm always disrupting.
But when you don't speak your mind it's hard not to come up with assumptions.
You gotta give me something a little is better then nothing,
Cuz my mind is always running but when my mouth does the same I trip over my words and then I start stumbling.
But don't get it twisted I appreciate everything you've given,
I just thought things would be different but not this different where it seems everything's being hidden,
We had it at first but now it's like our entire communication is missing,
But what do you expect when nobody's actually listening.
Want to give me your two sense and i try my best at accepting,
But when I give mine it's like it means less then a penny.
Talk about "I like to be in contro"l when your the one holding the remote,
Pick and choose all that we do and get upset when I have somewhere to go,
When you know damn well I'd do it all for you if we switched roles,
I guess I just don't know I'm Loosing sight of hope.
Atleast were still afloat right but either one or the other doesn't want to row.
Like that asian dude from Chuck and Larry said "it's like a circle",
Maybe we both need to stop saggin and pull up our pants like Urkel.
I am sorry I don't take off mine when...