Life is full of up side down isn't it?
so much risk to take
but so much burden to make.

in the end it's only going to hurt if you don't hurt yourself before your fall.

I wanted to close my eyes and dream this isn't the truth but it was and all I can do is act like I was an puppet to an life that been pulling me up and down.

all I can feel is this heavy feeling in my chest I wanted to forget but the feelings hurts me more when I think of it.

should I let go or should I take it...