Life is full of up side down isn't it?
so much risk to take
but so much burden to make.

in the end it's only going to hurt if you don't hurt yourself before your fall.

I wanted to close my eyes and dream this isn't the truth but it was and all I can do is act like I was an puppet to an life that been pulling me up and down.

all I can feel is this heavy feeling in my chest I wanted to forget but the feelings hurts me more when I think of it.

should I let go or should I take it still?

I don't understand myself too.

I don't understand why I made all of this mess with an organized life between the wall of the border others can't find.

I don't know what to do but I keep focusing even if I can't because if I don't keep going then what am I if I don't take the pressure of being one of the citizens on the city I grew up where all of the dreams come true but those times don't last long.

maybe sometimes you really meant to break but not everyone deserves to lived with the truth even if the truth is here nobody will ever say the truth even if it was..I wish I understand what it meant but I understand what it showed me for so long.

life is full of choices and reasons to be lost and be find in.
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