Letting you go made me found myself
I was learning about myself for the first time
Instead of making you smile,
I saw the beauty of my own smile.


Letting you go made me found myself
Instead of listening to you endlessly,
I heard myself speaking up,
I remembered I am also a person .

Letting you go made me found myself
Instead of comforting your sorrows,
I let my tears flow, allowed me to experience pain, all I felt before was numbness.

Letting you go made me found life,
I saw myself in the mirror,
My smiles, tears, anger, disappointment,
dreams,passion and joys.

I started living again,
No more fake smiles, desperate longings,
Hidden tears ,anger and desires,
I found myself reborn again like a phoenix!