When someone asks you would you go back to what ever age. Most say no and not many say yes. I would only because it was a very tough time for me. The only reason why is because I was happy with myself and I didn't know what was happening with my treatments and other shit in my life. I was so oblivious to what was happening. I wasn't on medication I will have to be on for the rest of my life. Excepting yourself is one of the hardest things I am still working on myself