Blue pain
Penetrating, piercing
The soul crawls away screaming
Like a child about to be killed
Reaching for the pointy wrong thing
Colourful and negative
Unstoppable foe
A splinter under the skin
Pulled through my calculations

Colourless tangible
Pain incomprehensible
Inaudible noise that only my ears can hear
I'd tear it up and throw it away
Disease, contagion
It's settled on my lungs
To take away all I have
And now I'm a feeling body

In the soul of a dead and stabbed trauma
You must feel it and you can't say a word
For it's inexpressible
I've got to be a glutton for life
It takes the sparkle from my eyes
I hear nothing but a deathly scream

A constricted chest
Body stays in one place
Won't let me go, it's angry inside
A desperate whimper
Hopeless flight
Killing something inside me
It fights and I don't know why
I just feel it
And I know and I don't understand
They killed a piece of me

No time for tears
It stings so much
Poison I can't swallow
I scream softly
I know I'm dying
As he screams inside me
I know he's dead
This was the way it had to be

Thought
Already another
The previous one is not even visible
A lost round
I didn't get anywhere
They wouldn't have let me

Crushed and weakened
It hurt in vain
I had to go
And they killed in...