I thought I was getting better
But look at me now
Look how I turned out
Must be the change in the weather

A change in the air
It feeds this despair
And I am not
okay
Another day here
Another day there
I need to get
away

So bring me to the top

Count the stars
While I’m falling off
I want to see the sky again

One more time
Before the decline
Before I hang my head

Stare at the ground
Where nothing is found
But I can see the path

If I don’t look ahead
Pretend that I’m dead
The whole thing can’t be that bad.

What an interesting notion

Put my body in charge
Hide all my scars
And just go through the motions

Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
See I don’t know

When the love that I thought
Was me all along
Just let me go.

And she let me go..

But I’m still okay

Wake up today
A smile to fake
It will all be great

As the weather changed
I can cover my veins
To hide my mistakes.