My life is a complete mess
I don't want , but have to face
Happiness is way too expensive
Can't afford but want to live
There's no room for weakness
I have buried my dreams and wishes
Betrayal of my own people
They think i'm an emotional fool
There's a storm going inside me
But i'm like a lifeless statue,
that's what they see
I'm just tired of fighting with myself
Nor need any care neither any help
It ain't a story, but a cruel reality
My mind is full of fear and anxiety
Who knows what's coming next
Though there's nothing to expect
Still i'm walking on an unknown path
Doesn't matter if it leads me to death

© Abigail David