I'm being eaten alive
my soul shrinking
my heart broken
everything I thought I was
is gone
everything I wanted to be
a distant memory
what I thought was
isn't
what I really wanted
wasn't
I've cried enough tears
for years
and years
I'd rather bleed
than continue this way
a lost soul
searching for brighter ways
better days
IDK who I am anymore
I don't think I want to
the one I love most
doesn't feel like I do
pain
the realization
am I free
or dying
lost in the abyss
I sure miss
when I was loved just for me

@msdisciple 7/2/20
©️ Heather Miller
© Heather Miller