I got a percing today
A nose piercing actually
I did it for the sole purpose of knowing that
I hold the power
To make and destroy
To become
Lately i find myself grasping for air
Like i am underwater with my feet tied to a rock
I find myself going round and round in circles of my past and present
But today,
I was in control again
My veins pulsed with this new feeling
Like the way my skin burn under the fire of the lighter when i lose touch with my feelings
Or the way my blood pulses under the feel of the razor
I wish this feeling will last forever
So I can finally breathe again.

© anikhe