hello again my fallen angel from the heavens....

I miss you

day and day I can't stop thinking about you

your beautiful hazel eyes

your shiny smile reminds me of sweet diamonds in the sky I would die just to kiss you again
mixed feelings about death. because I just want to join you again me and you forever

I know it sound deranged. and unclear...

it's very sinister. cuz I just want to die

my heart still beats for you
and it bleeds to..

I'm screaming out for you

every time I'm looking at the gun wondering why I cannot do it

because I do not own the gun if I had one I'd be gone by now

at the funeral home
just like clockwork

it's shameful the place I am in now
I'm drinking myself to death turning into stone

I wondering why I cannot perish yet

death takes everyone else but why not me

it makes no sense it's vile

and...