hello again my fallen angel from the heavens....

I miss you

day and day I can't stop thinking about you

your beautiful hazel eyes

your shiny smile reminds me of sweet diamonds in the sky I would die just to kiss you again
mixed feelings about death. because I just want to join you again me and you forever

I know it sound deranged. and unclear...

it's very sinister. cuz I just want to die

my heart still beats for you
and it bleeds to..

I'm screaming out for you

every time I'm looking at the gun wondering why I cannot do it

because I do not own the gun if I had one I'd be gone by now

at the funeral home
just like clockwork

it's shameful the place I am in now
I'm drinking myself to death turning into stone

I wondering why I cannot perish yet

death takes everyone else but why not me

it makes no sense it's vile

and torturing


I'm locked in a box
no key to be found
forgotten
a Wister trying to show people hope

but I am a liar like all the rest...

this pain is eating me alive just like a vulture eat the corpse slowly
left on the side of the road....

that is how I've been feeling lately

I have the proof just look at my ashtray

I have so many dreams and I cannot follow them

time is ticking cuz the gasoline is lit Let the Flames burn me alive then can I join you then babe

they pulled me out of the fire now I have to wear a mask to hide the scars

why did you have to leave me all alone in this hell

why you couldn't take me with you...

now I am going insane

there's a couple people who care about me but I'm too blind care cuz I'm still in love with you

I wonder why my followers left today

because I am not the best of this
you were the greatest poet in the world

now you were gone and the words and forgotten

this Mass these words what I am what I will be is all cuz of you

and I will never let you be forgotten

even the Gates of Hell will remember me and you

I love you with my soul in my heart my forgotten Queen
and I hope your wings are growing and Heaven

I love you again princess r i p

Isabella Pro

I guess it's called loving the Dead

Lord lovel...