Waking up with iron taste
The crimson fluid on my lips
My efforts had gone to waste
Another victory for the night's creep

I swore to stop and meditate
To end this viscious cycle
Or maybe it's too late
There's no hope or miracle

You're precious, dear
But I hate you
You're my gold and fear
Want to embrace and eat you

Scared of you still
Although you're all I need
The scars won't heal
When you held my feet

Let me go!
You never meant a thing too me
Maybe I lied, for my ego
Just want to set us free

Oh, these shackles and chain
The asylum bed which you were hacked
Your screams filled my brain
And the demon's coming back

No, not anymore
I've been fighting oh, so hard
I hate you to the core
But love you with all my heart

Leave! No , stay with me
Please just pull the trigger
You're my hero and enemy
Set me free from this butcher

Why won't you end it all
But released my infamy
When to the night again I fall
Don't come and cry for me

Of course you won't , you can't
You're just a stranger by the ocean
With riches like grains of sand
Though once like me you're fallen

You know how to rise from despair
And I feed on the bitter waste
I'm wasted and impaired
When I called you the best

I wish I've never known you
To break my walls and ego too
I don't know what I'm gonna do
To this beauty with tattoo

John, no, that's not your name
I can't tell the world who I killed
A great artist with a fame
Who fought the storm with his will

I want to be like you
And truimph over the night
And I'm in love with you
This cursed feeling I try to fight

You're an eagle soaring the sky
I'm a parasite of grief and hate
To the hell's swine, I've said goobye
Only for it to come back

I won't return to that hole
But don't know where to go
To the wasteland I had fall
With the scars from long ago