I have to stop loving you she said,
As she watched his smile brighten his honey eyes
And he stared at someone who wasn't her
I have to stop loving you she said,
As his eyes shone into hers like the sun does on a summer afternoon,
Because she knew it meant nothing more than the delusion she played into.
I have ro atop loving she said as her friend bragged on how perfect he was for her.
As she watched how neatly he took his notes just the seat next to her,
I have to stop loving you she said,
As she joined the clubs he conveniently joined,
And learned chess because he did,
Because he would never look in her direction if they weren't conveniently in close proximity,
I have to stop loving you she said,
Because each night she was reminded that he would never love her if it was not out of pity,
I have to stop loving you she said as she cried her tears the very night he did not care.
I have to stop loving you she said,
For he was another's soul mate
Someone worth loving more than her,
I have to stop loving you she said,
As she felts the soft of his finger tips, the smoothness of his palm,
How she imagined it would carress her cheek on a breezy fall,
But truly he had asked for a pen,
Which she'd trick herself to believe he had needed an excuse to hear a word she said.
I have to stop loving you she said,
As she imagined being in his arms in front a fire place,
Not worrying about anything that wasn't them.
As she imagined the flowers that he would adorn in her hair,
And the kiss he'd leave on her cheek.
She couldn't stop wishing - stop hoping that maybe he may begin to love her,
That his mind was running with everything he loves about her



- September 17 2:25am


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