You never cared, I knew that
but I still let myself fall, let myself make the mistakes I knew I'd regret,
I don't know what it is that I did wrong,
cause somedays you want me,
but somedays you hate me so much, like I am your greatest enemy,
I let you take the lead,
then saw you leave,
should have known,
everyone I care for will never care back,
I tried telling myself, I deserve better,
but I end up thinking, you deserve better than me,
all these sleepless nights I spent thinking about every small detail,
all the high I couldn't take, but I needed to numb the pain,
Hoping to god one day I learn,
that nothing good lasts,
that it'll always be this way,
they'll come, I'll get...